I have been in a bit of a funk lately. Ok for the past couple months. I don't know why, but I've become extremely complacent. It's not because I'm completely comfortable either. There is an internal uneasiness that is a new constant.
I took a full-time job a couple of months ago working for a builder. I really do enjoy my job. I like to help people create their dream home and realize that Yes they can afford it! There are some drawbacks to the job. Sitting in a model home all alone can make me feel just a little creeped out and even my boss agrees that the hours stink. Because I now work on the weekends my family and I have not been to church in more time than I care to admit. There haven't been any search parties sent out from church so I guess no one has really noticed. Maybe I need to find a new church?
If you read my blog and are wondering about my progress with my list you are going to be sorely disappointed. I haven't completed anything. I even gave up running months ago and need to start all over again. If you are currently running do not stop. Starting over is sooo hard!! I started just exercising again last week. I only got two days in before the start of a nagging cold hit. Not the kind that is full blown and has you on the couch with tissues and tea, but the kind that makes you feel cruddy but able to still go to work. The kind that you feel any day now is going to take you out.
Aidan has been adjusting to kindergarten and my new work schedule. I love seeing him waiting for me at the door when I come home from work. This makes me happy:)
I'm not going to lie and tell you that I'm more motivated than ever to do everything I need to do to check off the list. I'm not. I am going to be honest about everything that is happening. I'll let you know what happens next week. Hopefully my gelatinous muscles will not hurt too bad to type!
